On January 31, it occurred to me that it had been one year since I left my corporate job to stay at home with Layla. That 12 months was the absolute quickest (and arguably most life-changing) of my life. It’s difficult to even get back into that mindset I was in at the time because so much has changed. I felt so anxious, so unsure if I was making the right decision. Even though I wanted to stay home with my little one, I struggled with the thought of losing my identity, losing adult-time, and losing all I had worked towards since graduating college.
And of course, one year later, I can say that all of that anxiety was for naught. This past year has been such a blessing and has really given me perspective on my life and career. Although I enjoyed having a job, it was not a career that I particularly loved. And now that I’ve been home, I’ve realized how much it didn’t define me or even fulfill me. On the other hand, I feel passionately about being able to stay home and be with Layla on a daily basis. That is fulfilling to me.
Every day is different, and just with a job outside of the home, some are more difficult than others. But I can wholeheartedly say that my worst days at home with Layla couldn’t beat the good days at the office. (Although I do miss the monthly office cupcake parties. I might need to make those happen 😉 )
So in case there are any mamas out there that are struggling with the same anxieties as I was one year ago, I’m here to say that it may not be the easiest job, but it can be really great, fun, and fulfilling.
Beautiful photos! You both looks soo pretty!
Xoxo,
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My little one is 8 months now, and I live in a country where I can have up to three years paid maternity leave. I chose two, because we want two kids, and I love the kid and I get that momma-bear feeling when I imagine having to leave him with strangers… But goodness, when he is whiny all day, my only outing has been our usual walk in the park and my only contact with a grown-up is chitchat with the lady at the bakery, I do feel frazzled and not like myself. Whatever “myself” is.
My little one is 8 months now, and I live in a country where I can have up to three years paid maternity leave. I chose two, because we want two kids, and I love the kid and I get that momma-bear feeling when I imagine having to leave him with strangers… But goodness, when he is whiny all day, my only outing has been our usual walk in the park and my only contact with a grown-up is chitchat with the lady at the bakery, I do feel frazzled and not like myself. Whatever “myself” is. And I do not look as put together as you either.
So glad you are happy with your decision, obviously everything worked out perfectly! She is so cute!
I’m so glad you are happy with your decision! You seem so happy and I’m glad you don’t have any regret about staying home!
The Adored Life
I love this post. I think it was just what I needed to hear 🙂 So glad to hear you are happy!
Maggie
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I know this is a tough decision that many women face, and I’m so glad to hear that you’re enjoying it! It must be wonderful being able to see little Layla growing up!
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Wish I could’ve been a SAHM with my oldest 2 (they’re 27 & 20 yrs old). I was a single mom so that was not an option. Also wish, at times, that I could be one now w/ my little 10 month old. I just don’t know if I’d have the energy needed. It’s a much different game in your 40’s vs your 20’s.
Such a sweet post! Sounds like you are happy with your decision. LOVE the matching outfits.
Amy
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She is sooo cute! That’s so amazing that you are able to stay home with her!
xo,
Angela
What a sweet post. So wonderful you are able to stay at home. And how cute do you two look in your Lilly?!
xo, Rachel
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This post is just what I needed as I now read I am not alone. I have family members that wish I would go back into teaching and use the degree I spent years obtaining but being a stay at home mom is my calling now for sure. I felt the same anxieties, but I am truly happier here then working full time for sure.
Rachel xo
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I am so glad you are happy with your decision and she is getting so big and so cute!
xx Kelly
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